Track Name: reverse chronological order (component 2) brenda and eddie had been the favorite steadies, therefore the master while the queen regarding the prom so he was the first ever to be expected where he thought she’d get heroin from the cops had some ideas of one’s own about photos they saw from that evening but absolutely nothing conclusive – simply speaks using the typical low degree dudes. making it stronger, they’d blended all a fentanyl spike to their dope, and also the the truth is that fatalities hit brand brand new and terrible highs cuz that tends to function as the main disimilarity between like, a tyical evening and this physician’s disturbingly stubborn refusal to express she will endure.
a flickering light that persists during the night, as well as an audible hum ocarina of time droning endlessly on through the dusk until dawn. Sometimes she would suddenly wake up and find by by herself draped inside the hands in other cases she’d pass him while gonna class and getting away from his charms. „i love him,” she’d want to by by by herself as she left. „but I do believe he forgets that I am young. somebody my age, I simply shouldn’t be wasting my time right here changing their mother.”
brenda and eddie had started currently because of the time we called up from out front side with gigantic eyes i’m like, „where did you dudes fully grasp this ketamine from??” half of this means into all conversations i’d just let my part from it drop it must have now been good, cuz no body comprehended what i said whenever I’d talk. in certain deep corner that is dark’d all find one another, and attempt to detach through the mob merely to reduce into laughter without ever talking at all. years might have passed away although we sat wanting to become we had beenn’t therefore entirely fucked up – generations of strangers changed by their ancestors once we simply sat here and viewed. Track Name: pharmacoma (for ben deitz) should this be a dream, I do not want to get up. it seems so excellent in my experience like, I can not get sufficient
personally I think like I am in a coma it feels like i’m in a fantasy child i feel like I am in a coma it feels like I am floating child Track Name: christmas card from a scammer in minneapolis at christmas, within the cellar memories that are fuzzy. it is tough to put them had been it calm? had been you patient? i know the cashiers here with me or the predilection i had for staying out of the papers, job placements anything that might have taken time away from all of the scams i was running on the days when i lacked excuses or the wherewithal to make them back in uptown – back to basics. in the fitting room fiddling with the blade’s edge cut off the tag so i can walk it away and take it to everyday people which is adjacent if they don’t want it, i can buffalo exchange it what if they catch me? ha, let’s face it. they are doing the exact same shit the CEO is an asshole, while the pay’s shit
he is constantly hiring these girls that are in grade ten, i heard that he is gone on record as hating homosexual males the method i tend to avoid making re re payment? that is simply the means that I am fighting discrimination.
anyhow guy, exactly what do you realy say, then? i call my guy up, we can go all of the real method within the denim’s forty in addition to top? let’s imagine ten it takes, man we can get wasted if you got twenty or thirty, that’s all! much more squandered than my EBT along with your major in example! this town hates us – significantly more than it really really loves prince, white rap, black colored tar, therefore the replacements. or washed up rock movie movie stars who never managed to make it, talked up so difficult and not played since after all the spots that are usual, acting famous but no body knows who they really are various other areas however they will pay lease? well, okay then. I have got a present card, you might think that individuals can trade it? my moms and dads first got it cuz they thought it had been a safe bet preventing it was their whole inspiration.
at christmas, three of us blazing within the parking area of a club you were DJing I believe the connection dropped – not too day, but recent sufficient that every thing nevertheless style of felt strange kept getting texts from individuals asking if I became i that is OK this 1 using this girl who had been my roomie. we owe her cash cuz of all times she spared me personally getting my lease with regards to ended up being much more compared to a late month. it has been way too long yeah i heard about you – you’re at the age when even your friends are all now starting to lose their patience since i have even seen her first name but there it is again – „not trying to make it a thing, just want to know that no one i know is buried underneath that giant pile of debris they keep showing on TV” now, here we are getting drinks – the floor as clear as can be none of the regular customers came you guys are both getting paid to keep no one entertained and me, i’m just up here in the booth drinking and taking up space Track Name: vietato calpestare i prati. 2006 futuristic is currently simply ancient 2015 and also you’re still away here in the shit that is same seemed prodigous at one point now simply appears immature your pals will not turn out to programs with you nearly just as much as before. but who is able to blame them, I am talking about who would like to suffer the possibility of being the main one guy that is old a space high in young ones? I am talking about, shit, who doesn’t realize that embarrassing? Cuz they do go when they grow up find someone new though, some new youth who don’t scare you as much besides you, apparently girlfriends menudo. Some excuse that is new feel just like you are nevertheless perhaps perhaps perhaps not losing your touch despite the fact that if after all it has been recalled with disgust away from treatment, not when ever also talked about like they truly are afraid if it got away, people would judge
yeah, i heard that it was not just the tools they’d used to make shit it’s a mistake early adopters are always making always acting like it’s a commercial acting like life is a big commercial companies that used to have you hitting adblock they hit you up *one time* and you’re like, „ads beautifulpeople profile rock!” and holding too many free drinks to shake hands making too many contacts to make friends and doing too many key bumps to keep track of how often your chump change has changed hands in front of cameras that those people at parties had like an aesthetic constitutes a political act that one day turns into some kind of residual check a lotta people out here still probably waiting for that about you- back in the day when everyone was so sure they were gonna make it